Due to a shock in my finances... Namely, there are no finances this year... I am now offering my writing services to the general public.

The majority of my work is shown in my gallery, and I am pleased to anounce that I have greatly improved since my last posting.

A general cost for my writing would be around £2 per page, perhaps more if the subject matter is something I do not actuall like. However, I assure you, no matter how I think, I will put just as much effort into the comission as I would my own work.

If you are interested in a comission, please include the subject matter, any characters you would like, anything you would like me to avoid and whether or not you would like it to be posted online afterwards. I will send regular update reports about the story.

Note: ANY subject matter is taken in. Including mature items. For more examples of my mature items, please see my Yiffstar account : [link]

Stole from , and he graciously gave me five words to describe me.

Reply to this post by yelling "Words!" and I will give you five words that remind me of you. Then post them in your journal and explain what they mean to you.


Okay... First word : Wolf

*Chuckles*
Well, I'm naturally biased here... Strong, loyal, protective... Canines are among the few animals that will give their own lives to protect another of their pack. How could you not respect a creture like that? Also, they are highly attractive beasts.

Second word : Games

*Blushes*
Okay, I'll admit it, I love games... Mostly fantasy and Sci Fi. They offer all of us a chance to be a hero, if only in our own minds. They help us to forget the real world for an hour or two, and all the troubles in it. How could you not prefer a game to the real world (Except sports games, I just don't get that at all)

Third Word : Happiness

*Smiles*
Now, most people here could tell you, I want to make others happy. I want to be able to take away the paina nd grief in their lives, or at least try to ease it. Give them a reminder that things can improve. I'm not always successful, but if I can make at least one person smile, then I consider my life a success.

Forth Word : Kindness

*Thinks*
Well, I'd like to think that I'm a kind soul, but... Well, we're all selfish inside I guess. But, that being said, kindness for kindness's sake is a rare thing. Whenever I see it, or hear about it, I can't help but smile. And wonder, whether I'm truly so selfless.

Fifth Word : Laughter

*Chuckles*
As anyone who knows me can tell you, I love to laugh (One word of advice, don't make me laugh during meals unless you WANT rice sprayed everywhere) and I love to make others laugh, though I'm not too great with the jokes. After all, isn't laughter and music the voices of the soul?

Okay, let's get the mundane out of the road...

Some of you may know about how worried I was about my university... I had to re-do some courses (Thanks to a MAJOR cokc-up on their part... *Growls...* ) and I might have to pay for a year of study. Considering that they cost more than £1200 for a year's full time study, I think that could be understood.

HOWEVER!

*Laughs with nervous exhaustion/relief*

I've been told I can study Part-time, which is MUCH cheaper, as it depends on how many credits I'm doing. As I'm only doing 70, the total cost for the entire third year is a tidy £660...

Of course, I'd like it to be paid for y SAAS, but we can't always get what we want. Paid in three installments... I might not even have to go to my parent's to help out...

And now, the far more important news...




*Sighs happily*

and I actually went out together.

Okay, sure, it wasn't a date as such, and we didn't do anything special... But I was With him... Yes, we were... Well, nervous. I mean we knew each other well, but this was the first time meeting face to face. We didn't talk much, but it was a comfortable silence...

*Blushes*

As we actually hugged... Right there, I couldn't care less about the world... I know this will seem cheesy, but... I felt like we fitted together so... Perfectly. Like nothing would be able to hurt me in that embrace...

YES, I am actually within, ooh, say about one hundred metres of the Greenock Prison? So yes, the police have been patrolling around all yesterday and today, while they kick that guy out...

...

*Shrugs*

Meh, you get used to it I suppose. At least once a week, you see a transport heading towards it...

Anyway, on to more important news... I'm back! They've lifted the ban, but I'm being careful, limiting myself as to how long I go on for...
(So many deviations... So many messages...)

However, there is a sad occassion I return to...

...

Metaller, you have my condolances.

I hope to be able to talk to all of you soon, but it might take me a while. Thanks to everyone who showed their concern when, once again, Bluebutnotcold had to post ajournal for me...

I owe him SOOOO much...

So, yeah, hope everyone is doing well, it'll take me some time to catch up to everyone, so if I say anything that puts my foot in it, forgive me please?

Alright, this is getting beyond a joke...
My brother got his results recently, and he did TERRIBLE! I mean honestly, only one pass...

I passed them all, but with low marks, and it was DAYS before my dad spoke to me again. Within 15 minutes, they were laughing and joking.
However, dad did disconnect the modem AGAIN... This is from a library, and it doesn't show dA very well... I don't know why, it's mostly white.
Anyway, don't even know if this journal entry will post.
On other news, the bank has made a major cockup (parden my language) with my savings account. I ask the guy to move six hundred into my savings account so I won't spend it. He ignored me. I spent it without knowing. I now have a rather large overdraft extenstion to see me through my first few weeks of University. Which I have to pay for this year (I think... Hopefully not...) which costs around... >1200 pounds. If I do have to pay for it, I hope it's in installments, or at least at the end of the year. With any luck, it will be lumped with my student loan, which I don't have to pay back until I earn over a certain amount a year.
*Sighs deeply*
Oh, person I asked a commission for, I have just written your address. The money will be in the post. Don't go moaning at me, I made a promise to pay for it, and I will. I've already got the money in the envelope.
However...
I will not be knocked down so easily. I WILL recover from all this. Once I find a job in an area where people are getting laid off from work. If that fails, then maybe...
*Shudders*
Maybe unemployment benefits are in my future...